What a Shame!
You really must disappear for a while and treat yorself !
I was there last night and i must say it was a disgraceful exibition. Everyone around me were loughing at you. You gave a very bad example to all the teenagers who waited hours to hear you. You have a gift, your voice and a very special band and musicians who are there for you and helped you during the show .Congratulations to them!
I hope you can try to be again a person, for your one`s sake and i hope you can give, in the future, a great performance to the world!
Take care and try to be happy.